How's this for weird? Throughout this rebuild, which started about a year ago now, I'd come to a juncture where I would ask myself should I do this or should I do that. Every time I would pose the question I would answer to myself, "Well you better do it right because you're not going to be around to do it again." I don't know why I thought it but it was starting to creep me out. I even joked with Bryce about it. Well, 4 weeks ago they found a malignant mass in my esophagus. Ten days ago after all their test were done they labeled it stage 4 metastatic esophageal cancer. It has spread to my lung, liver, lymph nodes, vocal cords and spine. Amazing because besides difficulty swallowing (no jokes about Blunt) I feel better than I have in ten years. I'm down 39 pounds and can unequivocally say that, at least at this point, fat is much worse than cancer

. Chemo starts tomorrow. It's not curable but the hope is to slow it down and buy some time. Not knowing how the chemo is going to affect me I've been burning the candle at both ends trying to get projects done around the house and a seasons worth of tax returns done in just a few weeks. Right now I just feel like I hit a wall so I'm going to take it easy tonight and hang out with the kids and Mrs. mabeer and do nothing.
I did get the engine back together just have to mate up the tranny and drop her in. Also have to put the interior back together, double check all suspension torque specs, put on front brakes, put on half shafts. You know, now that I am constructing a punch list it really doesn't seem so bad. I think it will be good to have something to focus on. Doc says I'll be pretty sapped so we'll see how that goes.
On a positive note Bryce did get accepted to the Air Force Academy. (sorry if I already posted that news). He's so excited and I couldn't be more proud. Just gotta get this bad boy back on the road.
Thanks for all the help and advice on this build. I couldn't have done it without you guys.