Bmwman91 thanks for walking me thru this.
As tempting as a roloc atyle disc is, I agree with you that it might do more harm. Atleast with a pad, you can sort of control the pressure and removing of material better. A trick I did learn on YT, is to fill up the holes with shaving cream and vacuum it out.
So, I ended up turning the engine by hand, and there was maybe a little resistance but now its stuck with the 2 middle pistons 95% up. Car is in neutral, I havent tried with a breaker bar yet, just worried about breaking something. My fear is the timing chain is maybe wedged somehow? Can I turn the engine counterclockwise?
As for the HG, I confirmed that I do have a m42. Forgot, the m44 lasted 3 months, we just transferred over the plastic oil filter housing, which threw me off.
Lastly, did you bother changing out the profile gasket? Looks like there is a metal gasket poking out of the lower timing chain cover. Read that's a pain to remove yet probably a good time to swap plastic guides as well. Thanks!
Edit... I have an m42 from a e36. Good news finally because everything should line up. Verified when my supplied valve seals do not fit. Later m42 valve diameter were 6mm vs 7mm.